It needs to change.
Everything.
Somehow in Starbucks this morning, this thought just appeared.
Divert your mind.
I’ve done this before.
When I got into my now Alma Mater, I just distracted my mind from depression and shifted all my thoughts to school work.
I need to divert my mind.
I don’t want to be trapped in my never-ending worries, “what if” statements, and telling myself that I’m alone, etc.
I want to focus on a couple of things.
- Work on my resume’ and start looking for new jobs.
- Research on mental illness.
I want so many things in my life: new job, new house, different city, write a book.
But if I just focus on these two for now, then hopefully I will achieve the life that I want.
This summer has been so shitty. I’m tired of all these bad circumstances hitting me. It affects my mind, it affects my sleep, it affects the lack of energy I have at work, it affects my exhaustion, and then depression just hits me.
I’m tired of this never-ending cycle.
Summer is over. Now is the time to get to work.
Change your thoughts, distract your mind.
-Mel
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